After careful consideration and thought about what my plan of action needs to be in order to tackle the weight loss battle, I've decided to go back to good old Weight Watchers. I've done it before and honestly, it was one of the only things that has ever REALLY worked for me. There is structure, support, and socialization which is what I need more than anything right now. I need some people that are willing to help me, Tara Billings, out a little bit. And I'm okay with saying that now. :)
I just purchased my monthly pass and will go in for my first weight in tomorrow morning. I had planned on being in bed quite a while ago, because I haven't been feeling well. I'm pretty sure that I have strep throat, because not only is my throat killing me, but it feels like I have swallowed a tennis ball and according to the parentals, there are white spots on my tonsils. I guess I may have to make a trip to Urgent Care in the morning as well. Ugh. Dread.
So my weekend was pretty, uh, strange. I am the queen of bad decisions sometimes and this weekend was one to go down in the history books. However, starting at about noon on Saturday I started making some good decisions. I have realized that I am so picky when it comes to relationships that I may just be single, and apparently, God just intended for some people to be single. I don't like the thought of this, honestly, because I WANT a family, but I'm going to give it up to Him for now. I've had rotten luck finding a man, so it's time to fully trust in God to send me one and oddly enough, this was my Chinese food cookie fortune today:
I'll definitely take that with a big smile on my pretty little face. :)
Tara

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